My first sexual partner, I was not able to orgasm with her because I thought it would be weird if I played with her nose. It’s really embarrassing, and it’s a part of myself I’m deeply ashamed of, if I’m being honest. And I don’t get hard when I simply look at a naked woman (boobs, butts, etc.) but I do get hard when I look at a girl with a big nose, or a girl sneezing. Lately, I have tried jerking off to regular porn, but it’s really hard to feel the same pleasure. And ever since I first started masturbating, sneezing porn/ big nose porn is the only reliable thing that gets me off. I’ve known that I had it since I was 10 years old. And there’s also a big problem with my sex drive that I fear will fuck me up in dating. I really want a romantic relationship but fear that my anxiety around women and my inexperience with sex will lower my chances. I’ve experienced many rejections since then, got my first kiss when I was 21, and finally lost my virginity at 22 (although I didn’t cum). Throughout high school, I was a shy guy who had little confidence in myself and it wasn’t until college that I finally got the courage to tell my crushes how I feel. I’m a 23-year-old cishet man with very little experience in sex and dating.
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